I do not know which to prefer,Wallace Stevens (via likeafieldmouse)
The beauty of inflections
Or the beauty of innuendos,
The blackbird whistling
Or just after.
Wait a minute… If that’s MY aesthetic… And that’s YOUR aesthetic… THEN WHO’S FLYING THE カセットコレクターボックスは420面を設定
i am attracted to men but i want nothing to do with the gender/power dynamics of hetero dating tbh
Drive Like Jehu - “If It Kills You”. One of the great and hopefully not forgotten bands of the 90’s.
Oh rascal children of Gaza. You who constantly disturbed me with your screams under my window. You who filled every morning with rush and chaos. You who broke my vase and stole the lonely flower on my balcony. Come back, and scream as you want and break all the vases. Steal all the flowers. Come back..Just come back..Khaled Juma, a Palestinian poet from Gaza. (via nowinexile)
I don’t know if you’ve ever blamed a chemical imbalance on a medication but it was definitely my birth control that amplified a depression festering inside of me. I can’t just turn to the people I was a complete tool to and say “hey, I was a gigantic, clingy but also withdrawn asshole because of these pills that fucked with my hormones.” Especially those who have never experienced the complete personality 180° brought on by synthetic hormones. All I can do is passively write on my blog and hope these people can forgive me or at least realize that I wasn’t myself for a very long time. I am no doctor but if you are overwhelmingly depressed and/or sensitive and on birth control I suggest you stop because when I did it took me three months to finally fall back into myself. After those three months I experienced a “what have I done?” moment followed by clarity and self forgiveness (which was much needed). I’m still embarrassed for that creature I was for those two years on the pill. She did shitty things and got herself into shitty situations. She once cornered a guy and word vomited all these amplified feelings on him. Oops. She was living in a cloud. But I am her. These experiences are mine now and I own them.